1st day...

Made Me Glad

by Hillsongs

I will bless the Lord forever
And I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
And he has set my feet upon a rock

And I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord....

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in Heaven but you?
There's none I desire beside you
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord....

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need
My very present help in time of need...

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Today was a terribly long day... From 9-6.... non stop lessons with only an hour in-between to take a breath...

Overdrive... I think my limit my break....

sigh... its not a very good day for me too....

I think... I'm becoming more of a class irritance then anything else...

I try to make the class more lively by talking and asking questions?..... but... i think.. its not really helping..

maybe the class is still in the holiday mood and trying hard to adapt quickly to school life...

I just feel that many people are particularly cold to me today.... sobz...

I hope I'm just feeling overly sensitive....

My jokes are getting quite cold as well... Even my groupy seems more distant then ever before...

God help me.... is this retribution I'm getting?...... I don't even know what I'm doing wrong...

what I have done wrong...

am I too arrogant?

am I too talkative?

am I too stupid?

am I too irritating?

am I too rash?

am I too pessimistic?

am I too.. what?

I feel like have nobody close in school to talk to now..... nobody to confide to.. nor anybody to laugh and cry along with me....

what is wrong with me....

sad...